FEELINGS

You give your heart with love to spare
Taking time apart for the ones that care
Sacrafice runs through your veins
While hiding all of your true pain
Lending your shoulder to those that cry
Not letting the tears fall from your own eyes
Working hard to make others smile
Secretly wondering if your life is worthwhile
Always good for a laugh here and there
Never revealing sad feelings you bare
They lean on you, telling you their life stories
You can't even confess to them your own worries
Can't let them see the feelings that run so deep
Scared to let yourself inside, where you weep
Your so good at not letting them know
Swallowing your hurts, while their's show
How do you expect your heart to mend?
Why won't you give to yourself what you give to them?
Stop for a minute, give yourself time
You didn't even realize these feelings are mine

 

Her

Why's it always her
she haunts my dreams
when I bother to dream
I see her
everywhere I go
even when she's not there
she's an enigma
wrapped inside of me
I'm the only one that notices her
but she'll never notice me

 

Long lost

You entered my world
You opened my eyes
You helped me see through
All of the lies
You believed in me
So that I may see
You opened the door
To everything
I've been waiting for
You are in my heart
You are on my mind
You are my friend
Whom I thought I would never find

 

EVERYTHING

Everything you are
Everything you'll be
Every star in the night
Shines continuelessly
All that I am
All that I'll be
It means nothing at all
If we can't ever be
All by myself
I don't want to be
Seeing you happy
Is all I want to see

Untitled

Near to the dooR
He paused to stanD
As he took his class rinG
Off her hanD
All who were watchinG
Did not speaK
As a silent teaR
Ran down his cheeK
And through his minD
The memories raN
Of the moment they walkeD
And ran in the sand hand and hanD
But now her eyes were so terrible colD
For he would never agaiN
Have her to holD
They watched in silencE
As he bent neaR
And whispered the wordS
"I LOVE YOU" in her eaR
He touched her face and started to crY
And just then the wind begain to bloW
As they lowered her caskeT
Into the snoW
This is what hapenS
To man alivE
When friends let friendS
Drink and drivE
I GOT THIS FROM MY GOOD FRIEND ELMAR

Will You Be With Me?

Never say you love me, if you don't really care
Never talk about feelings, that aren't really there
Never hold my hand, if you are going to break my heart
Never say you are going to, if you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes, if all you do is lie
Never say hello, if you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever, then say you will try
Never say forever, cuz forever makes me cry
(i didnt know what to call this poem...got it from a friend)